Thursday, June 22, 2006

A special time

There is a special time - literally, a series of numbers on the clock - that when I see them, I feel a sense of peace. I don't want to disclose the specific time, it would be like spilling a secret... though I'm sure I've told some people. But it's like my own personal rainbow covenant with God, you know? How you can see something ordinary and be reminded that everything is gonna be okay? I think what happened a couple years ago is I just kept always looking at the clock when it was at that time, both AM and PM, and it got to the point where I'm like - this can't be coincidence. So maybe I am superstitious. Okay, I can deal with that. But I love my reminder and I got it today...

Which is good cause I'm feeling depressed today. I'll be totally fine but I don't know... just feeling down and stuff. I will come out of it very soon. I'm listening to "Baby It's Cold Outside" (Ella Fitzgerald), "This One's for the Girls" (Martina), and "Life is a Highway" (the remake by Rascal Flatts). Music therapy... :) it is mostly working, too. Music is amazing. I can workout TWICE as long with the right music, I'm not even kidding. I thought of that the other day. It's literally true. Doubling your capacity just from the power of music is pretty amazing. Or, just talking to Amanda, that works pretty well too :) We've been able to work out together more recently. Last night we went to spinning class with a hard rocker! The guy planned heavy rock the whole time. lol Pretty different from the other teacher who plays... ooh baby when you talk like that, you make a woman go mad... Shakira, Shakira... my hips don't lie... listen to my body... lalala... lol

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